why cant i get it right
Everything i do i do wrong!
why can teveryone just except the fact that i'm a screw up and luke who the hell does he think he is that he can go around behind my back and cheat. what an ass and so wat if i'm 14 and like to hang with 21 yr olds at least they'll by me stuff and love and try to take care of me and they come to see me in the hospital when i try to kill my self at least they care at least i can drink and be myself around them. it's not fare why did my mom have to leave and than pop in and out why couldnt she stay gone when she left i wouldnt remember her anyways because i was 6 months what kind opf mother does that. i should kill myself i should it make things one hell of a lot better!
- THe government is keipeng it calm to avoid a peaceful revolution that would wake more people up. Like the economist at Harvard, Neal Ferguson discussed, when the collapse happens it will happen quickly. Incredibly disturbing about his remarks is the additional fact that Ferguson is a Bilderbergers, and if you are going to predict the frying of eggs, it's easy to be accurate when you are holding the frypan.
- okay first of all, please don't kill yourself. second, alcohol is a depressant and so if you are already sad, take it from me, don't drink. third, there is no telling why your mother is the way she is. i DO know that she is very selfish and all people need a mother. it's unfortunate and unfair when they don't get one or when theirs is less than useful. that's why you need to just rise above the life you've been handed. make it even though no one helped you. yeah life has sucked for you so far, so make it work for you from here on out. don't be those people. and lastly, you are fourteen? he's twenty one? that's statutory rape. which i understand you may feel in love with him, but he knows what he's doing is rape and he doesn't care. that's not loving of him. find someone your own age who can walk with you in the stage of life you're in. or give guys a break and try singleness for a while. it sounds like it would suck but sometimes it's very healing and empowering. you can find yourself better.