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I hate that i love him

posted by it hurts - 11:16 AM Sep 24, 2009
Tags: hurt He's hurt me and abused me. Neglected me and lied to me. He yells at me when there is absolutely NO REASON and then he makes it seem like its my fault. One night he's cuddling me and says he loves me with a kiss and the next day he tells me to leave him alone and to fuk off. what did i do?? Literally , what did i do?? I sit and wonder. And when i ask him - he acts like nothing ever happened! I know im not crazy!! For weeks at a time, he kisses me goodnite, tells me he loves me and all the good stuff. But then out of NO WHERE the very next day he switches??? He all of sudden hates me (again) and doesnt want to say love you or kiss me or ANYTHING??? This has been happening off and on for over 2 years... and every time he does this it hurts so bad. He has no heart and deserves to feel the pain he put me through. I wish he would just wake up and stop being that way and see how he's become the person he promised me he would never be. The night he proposed to me, the day he promised me he'd never hurt me. Why can't he remember that? When he's sweet and loving to me - i get my hopes up- thinking he's back to being my love. But I never know how long that sweetness is going to last because he can switch it off the very next second and I dont understand why. Why??? He has broken my heart and torn me down. I hate that I love him.

beentheredonethat at 10:12 PM Mar 25, 2010 when he switches like that, it probably means he's cheating. at least in my experience. for every time his behavior just went off the charts, there was a new woman he was cheating on me with. walk away, sweetie.
Anonymous at 5:09 PM Oct 20, 2009 get out while the grttings good

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